Stress

Hi, Love!

Stayed up until around 1:30-2:00AM working on a small assignment...sounds crazy, but I had class from 7:00-10:00PM and I had a friend over last night.  By the time I got on the computer, it was probably around 11:00PM.  It still sounds kind of crazy, now that I think about it since it was a small assignment...

Once I finished it, I was exhausted.  I checked Facebook for a little bit, then said, "Good night" to Jaiden.  By that time, it was probably around quarter to 2:00.   So that was that. 

Still have a mini-assignment due tonight around midnight and a quiz for that same class due around the same time.  I can't believe I have all this stuff at once already...I mean, I know it's only three things, but at the same time, midterms aren't even here yet and I'm already feeling stressed.  I really don't like school...

I really just wish to be curled up in bed next to you without a care in the world.  Life would be so much easier that way...and I wouldn't have to be so far from you. 

I'll be honest, I'm often scared that the distance might do something to our relationship.  I mean, I know both of us hate it and that we both don't see a reason in breaking up just because of distance.  But, I'm scared of losing you.  We're so far from each other and I'm always afraid that someone better will come around and you'll go running off with her instead.  I don't really have a reason to be thinking this way besides the distance because you've been an amazing boyfriend and you've been by my side the whole time.  You've helped me through so much, and throughout the entirety of our first year together, we've already gone through more than many a couple would in our first year as a couple and university.  I really just wish that we didn't have to deal with this stupid distance. 

I don't know...I think it's all just stress...I wish I could be with you more often...

I don't know how this post took such a turn, and I'm really sorry about that...

I really hope you're dealing with things a lot better than I am. 

I miss you.  I love you so much.

Sorry about this sad post...

I really don't know how to end this post off now...maybe I'll just post a picture of how I'm feeling at this moment with everything going on.

There...that's about it.  Just, "AHHH!!!"

I love you, KP. 

Yours Always,
V