I saw someone complain on Facebook about how it's not Friday yet and it won't be for a few more days. I couldn't help, but to think about it and here's what I came up with:
I no longer fully understand the anticipation for Friday. Sure, no more classes, or getting up early for those who only work or go to school those days, but I still don't get it.
I'll admit that I do still wait for Fridays, but they seem next to nothing without you. I wait for the day we can be together for longer than a few hours, longer than just a day or two. Even a week doesn't feel the same.
Waiting for Friday is like waiting for the sun to come up in the morning. It'll come. Waiting to find out when I get to be with you again is like trying to figure out a ridiculous math problem on two hours' sleep. It's just difficult. But, I know I'll get it eventually and I know I'll see you eventually. It's just tough, that's all it is.
I am sad that we don't get to see each other often. The feeling of waiting for Friday is nothing like the feeling of waiting for you. A lot of the times, it's lonely and hard and I just can't stand the feeling, but I'll see you again. I know I will. I just need to hang on and fight the crowd. I have to fight past the work and the people because at the end of all that will be you.
I really can't wait to see you again. Even briefly. You make everything feel better all the time. I don't know how, but you do.
I just wanted to say that I miss you. But I love you even more.
Yours Always,
V
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