Introverted

Hey, Love.

I just realised how introverted I really am.  I already knew I was, but then I thought about when people here try to force me to go places and be social. 

I really don't like being around people besides you and the guys at home.  I don't mind people too much so long as I know them, or I'm in a sociable mood.  Otherwise, I will stay in my room and just not want to do things. 

Here, people keep trying to get me to go out or be around them or something. I can't handle it.  I've been told to go to a party, I've been nagged to go out for lunch, I've been pressured into drinking.  I mean, trying drinks, but still.  It's just dumb.  I can't handle people.

I haven't liked being around people since I was little.  I never used to talk.  Some people I talk to now...kind of...never talked to them when I was younger.  I'm still very much in the "I don't like to be around people" thing, but I guess it's better...

I don't know...I'm just quite introverted, I guess.  I really like to be in my room.  I don't come out much...

I don't know how to handle these things I guess...

...I think this was just a long ranty thing that I had to get off my chest.

I'm just really glad you don't pressure me to go out.  You're the best.

I love you.

See you real soon.
V